TheFishee
01-24-2001, 02:55 AM
This poem was written in two stages.. the first 31 lines then there after i read it and wrote the last 29 lines...
-No Title available-
For this is not what I want
My heart is still in love and needs to heal
I bid even my closer circle of friends GooD Bye
For the pain, longing, suffering that I endure is not “me”
More now than ever I search for what she took
I wish to replace it, make it whole
Maybe we shall cross paths again
To my friends a huggie wouldn’t do
Yet crying a river or pond, is no security that she is forgotten
I regret this day yet my life must go on
I need to dive deep down where I have never been
An enigmatic nature – maybe so
If so then I am lost at sea
No one to help when I give a plea
I am slowly dieing
Far deep inside of me
Yet a sphere of illusion surrounds me
Is it that I need to break free?
Yet more clouded thoughts
I wish yet I could understand
The deeper part of me
Should I go into hiding
Far from an evil eye
To hide deep inside the shadows that was cast upon an moonlit night
Who do I follow
There is a trail, so then
Who has come before me?
Do they not wish to know me
Am I a darkened soul fighting for light
Or have I let go and are beginning to plummet
Do I have woolen wings too holy to be pirched upon my back?
Does the fire & heat not affect me
Nor the cold
What am I
Yet pain and sorrow – more that is me
As the burden that I carry
Has it timed itself
That might be…
The rage that bounces within should I take a peek
Maybe learn something
It could be the key!
Yet I know a little
And then too much
The rage I carry could never be free
Molded around it a cast of lead
Never to be opened
Till maybe after I am dead
To now retire would be nicely said…
Yet an open eye that cant sleep
To open, and darkness surrounds
Yet only when time passes
We then become whole
To look upon a desert rose
Beauty is in all,
And known to all as the night falls
I have more answers and yet even more questions
To train my thoughts into not thinking of you
Would be like going up to Table Mountain and not looking at the view
The beauty you hide from others
Can’t be hidden from me
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Date Unknownhttp://www.aliensoup.com/ubb/smilies/tongue2.gifetween End Dec 2000 and Mid Jan 2001
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Calm-ness - Does it bring beauty or a carpet of death apon its wings of mist....
Knowledge - Is it the Light You See before You Die ??
-No Title available-
For this is not what I want
My heart is still in love and needs to heal
I bid even my closer circle of friends GooD Bye
For the pain, longing, suffering that I endure is not “me”
More now than ever I search for what she took
I wish to replace it, make it whole
Maybe we shall cross paths again
To my friends a huggie wouldn’t do
Yet crying a river or pond, is no security that she is forgotten
I regret this day yet my life must go on
I need to dive deep down where I have never been
An enigmatic nature – maybe so
If so then I am lost at sea
No one to help when I give a plea
I am slowly dieing
Far deep inside of me
Yet a sphere of illusion surrounds me
Is it that I need to break free?
Yet more clouded thoughts
I wish yet I could understand
The deeper part of me
Should I go into hiding
Far from an evil eye
To hide deep inside the shadows that was cast upon an moonlit night
Who do I follow
There is a trail, so then
Who has come before me?
Do they not wish to know me
Am I a darkened soul fighting for light
Or have I let go and are beginning to plummet
Do I have woolen wings too holy to be pirched upon my back?
Does the fire & heat not affect me
Nor the cold
What am I
Yet pain and sorrow – more that is me
As the burden that I carry
Has it timed itself
That might be…
The rage that bounces within should I take a peek
Maybe learn something
It could be the key!
Yet I know a little
And then too much
The rage I carry could never be free
Molded around it a cast of lead
Never to be opened
Till maybe after I am dead
To now retire would be nicely said…
Yet an open eye that cant sleep
To open, and darkness surrounds
Yet only when time passes
We then become whole
To look upon a desert rose
Beauty is in all,
And known to all as the night falls
I have more answers and yet even more questions
To train my thoughts into not thinking of you
Would be like going up to Table Mountain and not looking at the view
The beauty you hide from others
Can’t be hidden from me
-----
Date Unknownhttp://www.aliensoup.com/ubb/smilies/tongue2.gifetween End Dec 2000 and Mid Jan 2001
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Calm-ness - Does it bring beauty or a carpet of death apon its wings of mist....
Knowledge - Is it the Light You See before You Die ??